Being a girl raised in house that have enough love.Maybe more than enough..I was used of being spoiled,have almost whatever I wanted.But there is a part of me is not calm，it feel like something is wrong somewhere .……I am a muslim girl，i am born with the title of a muslim.That title never bring any meaning to me before.But now it all is clear，how lucky i am to be born as a muslim，then why i have to be a muslim just on name，just by wearing hijab but never covered anything.My little brothers brought home a flyer about the right way to.wear hijab，the real meaning of hijab..but can i change from my jeans to jubah？from my shawl，turban to a hijab that really covered me……i hope i can……may Allah give me his guidance.May Allah always show me the right path towards him.Insyallah.
                 Dalam due hari lepas,aku pergi kedai cermin mata.Aku memang dah buat spec kat situ since aku darjah empat.First spec pon buat kat situ jugak.Aku pergi sane then kene pergi check.Aku still takut nak masuk dalam bilik tuh even dah selalu masuk.Rase macam pergi dentist je,mungkin kedai tu je lagi yang gune kerusi macam tu.Very old fashioned.But,i likee :)

           Then Uncle tuh cakap yang mate kanan aku dah bergerak arah.Aku pon tak faham sangat tapi aku jadi takut lah pulak dengar.Lepas ni azam nak makan carrot banyak-banyak.Err -,-

     Auntie kedai tuh sangat-sangat humble,and very down to earth.Sometimes a very complete stranger can be the most pleasant one rite?Aku memang dah set awal-awal nak spec macam mane tapi auntie tuh sangat bersungguh-sungguh layan aku,Siap tolong pilihkan warna and design last-last aku ikut je ape yang yang auntie tuh pilih.Haha,kesian kan aku.Tapi aku tak sampai hati nak cakap tak.Tapi belek-belek kat cermin cakap dalam hati oeky jugak kan,nampak macam pandai je aku pakai spec ni.Hee

  Esok spec tuh siap,jadi boleh pergi amek esok,Bye2 nak makan :))

        Too much of expectation

Will hurt many of loved ones if i can't do it        

Will broke her heart real badly

Goin to make me myself go insane                

The stupid 'WHAT IF' game keep playing like a broken record 

Keep makin me feel useless       

 Keep makin me feel like giving up

I forgotten just can't play its part here        

 I wish i have courage to deal with thisBut all i have here is just      

The cowardly me               

Kalau Aina buat camni mesti cute >,<

Dayang nak buat camni lah kan? o.0

Double of awesomeness!

Teringat Aina pernah cakap nak buat camni kan?

Nak cabar Anis buat camni,She will look smokin hit in this, goin to makr that superb hot model's daughter lose her mind xD

Can I do this to my hair?Pleaseee..

This impress me

Cute right?

Lovin'it

       Aina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Aku takut lah nak masuk sekolah sorang-sorang.Cube kau bayang kan takde kau takde Anis.Mati lah aku.Aku takut  weyhhh

Aina macam mane ni?Aku takut gile kodd bile pikir aku kene pergi kantin sorang-sorang.pergi toilet sorang-sorang.duduk dalam kelas soarang-sorang.

  Lagi aku takut bile pikir aku kene kawan dengan anak model terkenal uh.Kalau tak pon nanti aku jadi macam Raihana.Diam je,mulut ternganga.Nanti kau jumpe aku balek kau tengok aku dah blur semacam je maksud nye aku dah berjangkit dengan Raihana lah tuh.
 Kau buat lah blog mok nanti kau tulis je pasal bende yang kau happy kau sedih nanti kite boleh otp okeyh?




                                                  I LOVETOLAUGHFORNOREASON :))




                               




  Irritated by his behavior,sick of his complaint..fell like im having a mother-inlaw and the worst part is HE is a man,,can you imagine having a man as your mother in law?Crazy huh?OMG hope this two day will not be suck as i imagine..just have to keep my finger cross :'(

 Just want to spill everything felt to him but he does't even reply my text..feel like killing him using bricks..throw bricks at him will give me alot of satisfication!!!!


Semalam pergi klinik,tunggu kemain lame lagi pastu jumpe doktor yang satu keturunan dengan Param pulak,,aku cakap dye potong,ye lha kau doktor kan,,,Saba je lha..Then dye cakap lagi due minggu kene pergi lagi untuk jumpe pakar pulak..ohsemmm :'(

Aku paling benci klinik,hospital atau yang sewaktu dengan nye..I have to go through it all again :'(

Aku dulu pernah ade history dengan sinus,and kebelakangan ini semakin teruk so ibu aku cakap jom pergi check kot-kot kanser ke,,mak macam nak jatuh jantung aku dengar ibu aku cakap camtu..doa-doa dijauh kan lah..just anggap aku kene jangkitan sinus yang teruk kan,,

Ape-ape pon kene tunggu lagi dua minggu and harap aku tak ade kene pape penyakit yang menakutkan lha,,nak kawen dulu baru boleh mati..hee.