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jahat nye aku..

Wednesday 5 September 2012 | Wednesday, September 05, 2012 | 0 potion(s)

Sekaran kol 2.32 pagi.Aku baru je abis bergayot nan panjang.Tady aku mengaku kat dia aku pernah ade skandal.Aku pon tak tau kenape aku bagi tau dye.Ya allah,,bodoh nye aku sebab buad dye macam tuh

Lepas aku bagi tau dye aku pernah ade skandal dye cakap dye tak dengar ape yg aku cakap,,bile aku mintak maaf dye akan diam.Tapi aku dah nak nanges time tuh,bile dye dengar suare aku cam dah nak nanges dye ckp ape?.aku cakap dye mara ke,,dye kate tak,tak kesah pon tapi suare dye dah laen je

Aku cakap aku mintak maaf dye cakap tak dengar tak dengar,care dye cakap macam maen-maen je tapi aku tau dye sedih sangat.Suare dye dah bergetar.Sampai aku pulak yang nanges dengar suare dye...

Sampai satu tahap aku kene jerit panggil name dye baru dye jwb ye.Aku rase jahat sangat,aku rase macam aku ni perempuan paling bodoh kat dunia ni...

Bile aku suru dye marah aku,dye cakap dye tak nak,aku tanye kenape,dye kate dye dah janji tak kan buat aku sedey lagi.

Aku dah merayu kat dye suruh marah aku,aku cakap aku dah buat dye sedey,jadi dye berhak untuk buad aku sedey pulak.Dye kate dye tak kan buat sedey lagi...

Sorry wak ;'(

Sunday 2 September 2012 | Sunday, September 02, 2012 | 0 potion(s)

Aku ingat lagi hari tu,aku tetibe je maki dye,,mcam mane aku tak maki dye aku nampak dye lepak nan membe baek aku.kalau setakat membe biase tape tapi minah tuh pernah jadi ex dye.Aku tau dye play j membe aku tu tap aku membe baek aku tu sayang sgt2 kat dye.Membe aku tu selalu cite at aku pasal dye nan panjang.Time tuh aku memang tak rase pape bab aku ngah kapel ngan org laen.Tup2 membe aku gan panjang puus.Membe aku tu nanges tau x.Sumpah aku pernah janji tak kan terime dye.Dye selalu pujok aku terime dye,dye sentiase ade at sisi aku,bule aku break nan abib dye teman aku balek,dye selalu teman aku balek,,dye pena jadi skandal aku mase aku kapel nan abib x silap aku...

Lepas aku maki dye aku minum banyak sangat air,,aku rase penat sangat anku rase cam nak mati je,,sampai hati dye buat aku camtu,,dye x pikir ke perasaan aku time uh,,lepas tu aku mintak break,dye cakap asal ko tak mintak break dari dulu jea lagy?Sakit nye haty aku,,sampy aty dye cakap kau aku.kitorang memng gado besar sampy lha dye cakap aku tanak break ngan kau,aku tak rela nak lepas an ko..aku panik,,aku tanye membe2 aku,,mak aku,,sume kate ikot aty aq lha,,aq decide bg dye chance tp skali lagy dye buat kitorang break..

i love u fareez danial :)

Pierre dah pergi selame nye..

| Sunday, September 02, 2012 | 0 potion(s)

As i'm writing this post i don't know how many tears have fall down my cheek.This accident happen on 1.9.12...i guess that particular date will bring a deep scar on my heart.
My family is doing our normally routine,me n my siblings r watching cartoon,both of my parents r sleeping.Suddenly my abang wan is yelling for us,he say our pierre is involve in accident.My heart race,my head is blank.I ran outside n i saw my baby boy lying on the tars bleeding,He's gone.

His head broke,,his eye was...I can't stand to see my baby boy like taht.I ran inside.Ya Allah,,macam mane ade orang tergamak buat iee macam tu.Mate dye terkeluar.Kepale dye pecah.Orang tu mesty langgar dye laju-laju.

I know who did this to my baby,i just don't have the proof.Kenape diorang bawak laju-laju kat taman perumhan..iee selalu main kat luar tu tapi tak pernah pon kene langgar.

Mama iee balik-balik je terus pergi kat tempat dye kene langgar,,dye duduk situ tak nak berganjak.Nasib baik tak kene langgar.Kerete tu boleh elak kan dye sebab bawak perlahan..

I miss him very much,,he usually slepp with me,wake me up from sleep..wait for me when i got home..He's everything for me..I can't erase the image of him from my mind,when i look at his picture the image of him lying on the tar bleeding will pop up in my head

We cannot wash the blood on the tar,when i see the blood stain my tears will fall.Can i ripped off his murderer's eye?

How can i not cry when everything in this house remind me of him..i still remember the day he was born.He was the cutest among all the four kitten.

Bile aku nampak makanan dye mesty aku nanges,,dye selalu gesel-gesel kat kaki aku mintak makanan tapi bile aku tak bagi dye mesty gigit kaki aku.Tapi aku tak pernah marah kat dye..

aku rindu sangat kat dye,,macam mane dikin n geneg dye boleh buat tak nampak mayat iee padahal diorang tau iee tu kucing kitorang,macam mane diorang sanggup langgar iee pastu tinggal an je at situ.diorang ingat aku tak nampak tapi atuk aku ade at luar jadi dye nampak.

Diorang tau tak betape iee tu penting untuk aku,,diorang tau tak beape hancur hati aku tengok iee macam tu,,diorang tau x betape aku benci at diorang sekarang...sampai mati aku tak kan maaf an diorang,,sampai mati...