As i'm writing this post i don't know how many tears have fall down my cheek.This accident happen on 1.9.12...i guess that particular date will bring a deep scar on my heart.
 My family is doing our normally routine,me n my siblings r watching cartoon,both of my parents r sleeping.Suddenly my abang wan is yelling for us,he say our pierre is involve in accident.My heart race,my head is blank.I ran outside n i saw my baby boy lying on the tars bleeding,He's gone.

  His head broke,,his eye was...I can't stand to see my baby boy like taht.I ran inside.Ya Allah,,macam mane ade orang tergamak buat iee macam tu.Mate dye terkeluar.Kepale dye pecah.Orang tu mesty langgar dye laju-laju.

 I know who did this to my baby,i just don't have the proof.Kenape diorang bawak laju-laju kat taman perumhan..iee selalu main kat luar tu tapi tak pernah pon kene langgar.

  Mama iee balik-balik je terus pergi kat tempat dye kene langgar,,dye duduk situ tak nak berganjak.Nasib baik tak kene langgar.Kerete tu boleh elak kan dye sebab bawak perlahan..

  I miss him very much,,he usually slepp with me,wake me up from sleep..wait for me when i got home..He's everything for me..I can't erase the image of him from my mind,when i look at his picture the image of him lying on the tar bleeding will pop up in my head

  We cannot wash the blood on the tar,when i see the blood stain my tears will fall.Can i ripped off his murderer's eye?

  How can i not cry when everything in this house remind me of him..i still remember the day he was born.He was the cutest among all the four kitten.

    Bile aku nampak makanan dye mesty aku nanges,,dye selalu gesel-gesel kat kaki aku mintak makanan tapi bile aku tak bagi dye mesty gigit kaki aku.Tapi aku tak pernah marah kat dye..

   aku rindu sangat kat dye,,macam mane dikin n geneg dye boleh buat tak nampak mayat iee padahal diorang tau iee tu kucing kitorang,macam mane diorang sanggup langgar iee pastu tinggal an je at situ.diorang ingat aku tak nampak tapi atuk aku ade at luar jadi dye nampak.

  Diorang tau tak betape iee tu penting untuk aku,,diorang tau tak beape hancur hati aku tengok iee macam tu,,diorang tau x betape aku benci at diorang sekarang...sampai mati aku tak kan maaf an diorang,,sampai mati...

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